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Thursday, April 13, 2006
~ 8:03 PM ~
its been 2 weeks since i last made an entry.. i've got lots to say, but just didnt have the luxury of time to put them down in words here..
first and foremost! i wanna congratulate my two dearest pals:
Xinhui!! COngrats on ur successful application to the TAP program!! so prestigious and covetted, and you managed to stand out! so happy for ya!! you've been given the opportunity, make sure you do your best and get the most out of the experience! I'm so so proud of ya *beams*
will miss you so soooooooooooo so sooooooooo much.. *wanna cry liao* dun forget me OKAY! or else!!
Huishan!! Congrats on your successful job application to go Japan to teach!! You made it, you achieved your dream!! despite "critics' " comments that you're always just bumming around, not serious in your endeavours.. you've proven them so so wrong; that you dare to dream, and make your dream come true! really happy for ya.................. will miss you lots lots lots too.. keep in touch horrrrrrrrrrrrrr.. *may you find a jap boyfriend (your dream too rite =X)* weet!
Some of you may know that these two gals are my bestest galfriends since JC...... we're the founders of "milo gang".. they are so close to my heart, its part of my self-identity. though we don't meet up very regularly due to various commitments, we've always been able to talk heart to heart.. in life, some frens come and go, they don't, they're here to stay in my heart. sounds abit mushy i noe.. just wanna say that they're a large part of me.. and i'll really miss them alot.. and i mean ALOT. dun get me wrong, i'm really happy that they've both gotten great opportunities to make their break, but i just cant bear the thought of not having them around... for the next TWO freakin' years. can u imagine.. BOTH of them won't be around... i've got no one left *sobs*
besides dat.. i kinda feel sorry for myself. the final classes of my undergraduate life has ended, after completing my exams by may 2nd, i'd be a graduate.. Psychology Honours Graduate. how does dat sound? like very "wah" but on the hindsight.. wad use is there? there dun seem to be any overseas sponsored opportunities in this field, like wad my two galfrens got.. i feel kinda sad.. not like i study less than them or put in less effort.. wads use of the honours year.. or thesis even? getting a job will be tough, nonetheless. competition is so stiff.. so many brilliant people around in my course........ when is it my turn, anyway? i guess.. u pple can sense dat my major stumbling block would be the fact that i dun believe in myself.. i dun belief i can do it.. i dun dare to dream.. i give up (tink dat i'll nv get it) even before i try... i acknowledge this. cos sometimes, i go to interview just so i can forgive myself -- 'i tried mah', but in actual fact.. i just put in slipshod effort tinking dat i will not get it anyway. self-fulfilling prophecy - one of the most influential effects in human minds. changing mindset is not an easy task. try me.
0 what say you?
