Tuesday, September 08, 2009
~ 10:44 PM ~
life hasn't been a smooth ride lately... well, nothing catastrophic, jus not turning out the way i'd hv liked it to be.. somemore work is really overflowing these days, hw to be a pretty bride in a week's time when so fatigued? sometimes i feel like not being too particular about standards or being consultative with decisions, but others wouldnt have it. why so complicated?! (what puzzles me is this: if a decision is not going to affect one's life, why would one want a say in it?)
had some thoughts about career and ambitions recently... i must say at some point in time, the lure of the corporate world has been tempting. such thoughts forced me to re-visit my ideals of being a professional in a specialised field and wonder whether it would be a loss or a gain (to my life) to be otherwise. no right or wrong. though i can imagine the option a mentor, whom i respect greatly, would endorse - somehow it matters, maybe becos i feel like i owe it to him for me becoming the confident and articulate person i am today. i need to start making decisions for myself and not for others, hor?
0 what say you?
