
Tuesday, March 14, 2006
~ 7:02 PM ~
since the revamp of my blog, i've tried very hard not to talk about mundane, dull, uninspiring gets-me-down stuff cos it makes my blog very boring. in short, i did away with the whining.
now comes the period in my life which i really gotta put in all i've got.. for my thesis, for my modules, and ultimately, for my degree.. i used to wonder how i'm gonna manage it.. since the start of my hons yr, i couldnt really imagine how things would go for me in this final yr... but before i know it, im left with barely2 weeks for my thesis submission and less than 2 mths to the end of my 4-yr degree course.
time really flies for the past 2 mths.. much as i try to put in my best effort, to spend more time on my sch work, to do things more efficiently,.. i could never keep up with the pace i expected myself to. its really stressful, so much so that the skin shows it all.
frankly speaking, i know that i am much luckier than most of my fellow coursemates.. i have things much more smoothly than they do, and most of all, i have a superb supervisor who really cares and inspires... yet i do not make good use of this advantage, instead.. i took my own sweet time.. kinda feel very bad that i'm disappointing my supervisor. i thought he'd get mad, on the contrary, he has never put me down or reprimanded me for being so 'sub-standard'. he is one who does not dwell on the spilt milk but work on what can be done to improve. i really admire him a lot. hes a very inspiring mentor.
i really hope i can muster enough determination to put in my best for this last lap, really dun wanna disappoint him.

a candid shot taken ytd outside my flat
0 what say you?